It is a heart breaking to know the truth..

Today i just found out that 'he' that I love so dearly is a divorcee and have 1 child with his ex-wife. I was devastated because he didn't tell me the truth about who is he. I mean if he would just tell me that he was married once, i will be able to accept it. Who doesn't have dark past rite? But, when I threw that question to him before...he just told me that he never married before. Why he has to lied about it?

The worse thing is that I found out because I spoke to one of my colleague about my relationship with him and she just said, 'I thought he is a divorcee and have a daughter?'. I'm totally stunned and shock. We've been together for a great-3-months and what would my colleagues think of me? We are in the same office and have been seen together for a quite sometimes.

Maybe for other people, divorcee is fine. But, what if he is still married? What that makes me become? I am totally devastated and sad. I wish he could just being truthful to me at the first place.

We have fallen so deep in love with each other even though in these 3 months. Right now I don't know what to say to him..I feel cheated by the one i love so much.

Why he has to do this to me? Why now only the truth was revealed?

Deception Point

Have you all read Deception Point by Dan Brown yet? Based on the title, everyone would have guess it's all about deception, lies and betrayal right? But, the question now is WHO? Haha... I will not spoil the fun by telling you guys now. I suggest you read this book ASAP. You will not regret! Believe me!

When i starting to read this book, I knew I am putting myself into trap. It just got interesting and more interesting each chapters. I was reading it in the train, in the office, at home, while waiting for dinner...my mind just focusing only one thing : who is the controller? Why need to kill in order to get the information across? Why this ? Why that?

This is madness!! Dan Brown is an AWESOME-to-the-POSSOM writer!

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Plot Summary

Intelligence Analyst Rachel Sexton is in her mid-thirties, is single, and works for the NRO (National Reconnaissance Office). Her father, Senator Sedgewick Sexton, is a popular presidential candidate surpassing the incumbent President of the United States Zachary Herney.

The President sends her to the Arctic as part of a team of experts to confirm and authenticate findings made by NASA deep within the Milne Ice Shelf. NASA's new Earth Observation System (EOS,) a collection of satellites constantly monitoring the globe for signs of large-scale change, has found an extremely dense spot in the Milne Ice Shelf. NASA discovers a very dense meteorite.

In it are fossils of bugs very similar to--but not the same as--species on earth. NASA claims this as proof of extraterrestrial life. This find is something NASA needs desperately, as the agency’s success rate on other fronts has put it in a bad light. Senator Sexton uses this as an example of government overspending and failure to further his campaign. Meanwhile, a Delta Force team is observing the discovery, monitoring the NASA staff for an unknown commander.

When one of the four civilian scientists observes an irregularity with the pit the meterorite was found in, the Delta Force team 'takes him out' using their miniature spy bot, leaving his body in the pit far below the water where he will not be discovered. When another civilian scientist sees the irregularity, he shares it with his friends Corky and Rachel.

They report it to Norah, who confirms that there is sea water in what should be a closed area with only freshwater. The four go outside to scan the ice from a distance. The scan shows Ming's body and a frozen section of ice where the meteorite was drilled up into the shaft, and sea water sealed the gap. Upon discovering this, the four are attacked by the Delta Force team.

Norah is killed, shown as an accident. Rachel, Mike and Corky escape and are picked up by the Navy submarine USS Charlotte. The Delta Force team believes them to be dead, leaving them a chance to tell the President's advisor and Rachel's boss at the NRO about their discovery, Ming and Norah's deaths and about the attempt on their lives.

Rachel's boss, William Pickering, has them airlifted from the sub to a chopper which escorts them away from the meteorite discovery site.

A group of four civilian scientists have already been studying the find and have confirmed NASA's claims. It is only hours before the President and NASA plan to go public with the discovery.

taken from Wikipedia.org

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P.S. I Love You

I love this book sooooo much, it just drive me crazy. It's full of humour and heart breaking moments which just sank into you for a while. I thought it was just a normal love story that where you know what to expect by then end of the storyline. But, this book is worthwhile to buy and kept for a long long time.

Book Description

′Remember wonderful memories‚ but don′t be afraid to make some more.′

Holly and Gerry had the perfect life. Happily married‚ living in Dublin close to their friends and family‚ and with a brilliant social life‚ they had the world at their feet. Or so they thought.

When Gerry dies‚ Holly is devastated. On the eve of her 30th birthday‚ the man who was her lover‚ her best friend‚ her rock‚ has left her. But Gerry promised he′d always be there for Holly.

And he is: his last bequest to her is The List‚ a bundle of notes which form a monthly mission for Holly to get her life back on track.

As the notes are gradually opened‚ and as the year unfolds‚ Holly is both cheered up and challenged. The man who knows Holly better than anyone sets out to teach her that life goes on.

With some help from her friends‚ and her noisy and loving family‚ Holly finds herself laughing‚ crying‚ singing‚ dancing − and being braver than ever before.

Life is for living‚ she realises − but it always helps if there′s an angel watching over you.

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Why Man Love Bitches?

I'm very sinful in comprising and abandoning my blog! Oh....dear bloggie...please forgive me :(

2008 has been a year that full of thorns but yet rosey! Why I say that? Well, through every hard time that we went through, there is always positive things that we can learn from there. I can't described how "resentful" I was last year that I can't write a single post until today. You can mock me or praise me, but nothing can be better than what had happened.

I had three painful "break up" in a year! It's not that I want to be a "play girl" but being too nice can destroy a relationship. Guys like nice girl but what they truly want is the "dream girl". A girl with her own principal, love herself, love her life and have her own vision. This "dream girl" knows how to be a BITCH (Be In Total Control of Herself) when it comes to man that are chasing after her.

Ladies, don't ever dumped your commitment, friends, things that you love to do, your life for the man that you like (or should I say love?). If ever in a minute you act as his "slave", you are bringing the relationship into disaster! Let me ask these few questions:-

1. Did u ever try to please him by do his laundry or house chores?
2. Gets up early in the morning just to give him a wake up call?
3. Say "yes" to everything he says?
4. Cancel your appointment when he asked you out?
5. Waiting every second every minute for his calls?
6. Willing to drive late at nite to see him when he ask you to come over to his place?
7. Willing to comprise your own principal?
8. Giving him the "full-access" in your life?

If you say "yes", to all these questions...then you are really close to make him turns off over you!

Man is a hunter whether he is nice, naive or gentleman. Man is a man! You can change what God has made them to be. Do you ever wonder why man willing to go through all the pain when it comes to hunting? They willing to eat and sleep in the wood...for days or weeks..to hunt for the moos. Once they got their prey, they celebrate as if they are the king of the world! But imagine if you dropped a "dead moose" at their doorstep? They will have no interest to it and throw them away! "Dead moose" is a turn off!!

I may sound a bit idiotic and harsh, but this is the truth. I am writing this post wishing someone realize that they need to love themselves first, then only others can love them too. I am speaking out of experience and I hope this post will help someone out there. It takes me so much of pain before I ever realized this...

When you acted like a prize, you will turn him into a believer! - Why Men Love Bitches? by Sherry Argov

Times Square Shopping

One of the greatest thing that a women can have to boost themselves is their handbags! You can have great clothes, shoes, dresses or what so ever but nothing is greater than matching them with a beautiful handbag! Correct or not?

Last sunday I went down to KL to meet my eldest sister, Cecilia at Times Square. She came down just to do her training in Cyberjaya. Our plans was just to hang out and shopping! It feels so good after nearly a few months since I last saw her. Love my sis!

Her flight was delayed that day and I have to wait at KL Central nearly one and half hours in a coffee shop! I was trying to kill my time reading some of the tear newspapers that my friend had passed to me to read. I do realized how important it is to read and be knowledgeable...hehe..

Finally, she came at 3.45pm at KL Central before we left to Times Square to have dinelunch (lunch/early dinner). We quickly hunt a place to eat once we step our foot at the shopping mall and stop at Station Kopitiam to had something. hehe.
We had so much great time chatting and catch up with the latest news.

After that, we went ahead with our most important plan....SHOPPING!

hahaha........

While busy looking around the shops...suddenly, my sight was caught by this "babe". I quickly ran towards this babe and I fall in love with her from the first sight. She was pinkish, sexy and elegant. I know in my heart that I need to have this babe. haha...don't worry, she is not a girl/lady/woman but my new darling....a stunning pink handbag!

I love her color...PINK!

I quickly grab the handbag and try it out. It super nice and suit for all occasions! Plus, it was 70% off!! Can you believe it?! If I don't grab it now, I'm going to regret for the rest of my life...hahaha..

Anyhow, I bought it that day and it makes my day. haha...so happy! I suggest those who wants to shop, better they do it now or else the price going to be expensive after the grand sales.

After that, we went shopping for other things and gone back at 730pm before we both took different trains to our own destination. I gave my sis a hug and head towards home because it was a tiring day for both of us but it's worthwhile after all.

:)