Hari Raya Celebration in Seremban ^^

I had the nicest and worthwhile of Hari Raya Celebration this year. Me and Shannon was invited to join the Transitors and LIFE group to stay overnite in Seremban. I wanted to come on saturday but I was too exhausted and so is Shannon.

So, we decided to leave early Sunday morning with Sean J. and drive down to attend the church service. We left around 8.30am and reach there about 9.20am. We were suppose to go straight to the church to meet up with the rest but our stomach was growling and playing "nicest" music on earth. =.=

Shannon and me had "lo mai kai" and dim sum ^^. It was very tasty and delicate. Sean had his 20-minutes-long-waiting Beef Noodles. Kesian him...

Then, we quickly rush to church and realizing that we missed the worship session. Arghh!

I was listening to the pastor preaching and it really speaks about my current life. I was touched and truly blessed by his preaching. I went to the alter call and I told God, "take my will..my heart...my life. Used it for Your glory." I cried in my heart not because I'm sad but because I knew God is there with me.

After that, I return to my seat. Hosana gave me a hug...Lydia gave me a hug...Shannon too and the last person gave me a hug was Aunty lilian. It was really a relieve and encouraging me. I nearly broke to tears but holding it back because paiseh ^^

Then, we went to have lunch at Johnny's and bowling! haha. I played terribly that day. My highest score was only 68!!!! Argh! I'm happy for Shannon because she was improving and so was the rest. We had fun and a good laugh looking at each other's action.

Then, we went back to the house to prepare BBQ. I was helping Jianz and aunty in the kitchen while the rest was helping to prepare the ingredients and etc. We sang songs and give thanks to God before we start. Eunice and aunty lilian was the chef of the day! They are the ones that barbeque the chicken, squid, potatoes etc so well and delicious.

We played the "Tai Chi" games. Everyone was tested whether how long they can hold that "tai chi" position. The highest score falls to Grace. haha..150 seconds. After that, legs cramps. -.-

Unfortunately, something happen to me. While walking to wash my hands, i felt an urge pain on my left foot. I thought it was nothing but suddenly it hurts. So, i went to check and i saw a small spot blue black appears. Quickly they inform aunty and she kept looking at it. Trying to squeeze it but no holes was to be found because they taught something might has sting me. It was really painful because i can feel my nerve was like having contraction. Then, after a while aunty told me..." I think your nerve just snapped."

I was stunned.....What???!! My nerve just snapped?? I panicked for a while but she told me, she got it once. No worries, it will recover itself after a week. Never in my life i heard such a thing and kept wondering how it happens. She advised me to put ice bag to reduce the pain and slowly it went off. I was forbidden from wearing heels and ensure i don't put too much pressure on my left foot. i followed the instruction until the 2nd day...i danced. :P

I, Sean, Hosana and Shannon went back that nite at 1am and reached Subang at 2.30am in the morning. It was a worthwhile to spend time there and it was really fun.

Here, are some of the pictures we took:-










More pictures are coming up ^^ ...just be patient k.

At last....Mission Accomplished!

Well, for some of you might be wondering what am i talking about. hehe...mo sam kap..man man lae...

Haha! Recently I started to learn to speak cantonese. It's really hard because you have to speak the right tune and its nearly the same as mandarin. =.= *stunt*

Anyway, back to what am i about to say....

For the past 2 weeks, I had sleepless nite because of my final year project. I have to blame myself for this cos if I didn't procrastinate earlier, I wouldn't facing all the problems. Earlier, I was given the opportunity to do HR staff recruitment system for Sunway Uni HR department. So, I have been designing and proposed to them a new system called Enterprise Resource Planning (ERP). Hehe. Sound very pro rite? Of course, only those who are in "professionals" profession are qualified.

haha... sorry ler, got to tell the truth :P

Back to the story. So, I was burning midnite oil for the past few weeks cos rushing to finish my system as well as my documentation. I was sleeping less than 5 hours for the past 48 hours. It stress me out to the extent that I can't sleep but just facing my computer 24/7.

Last sunday I continue my documentation from 3pm to 11am the next day. I really gave all my mind, strength and focus onto it. In doing documentation, I totally rigid. Ensuring everything is perfect and well done.

Some of my friends love me as a good friend but hate me as a group leader. =.=

They say i demand too much and hate to ignore every single details. haha.. i guess that who i am when i'm really serious in doing something. I hate people to interfere with my work and must give what i want. I want the info to be what i expected without just taking it from internet or other source but does not contribute anything to our project.

Thank God this project is individual project. At least I still l can target high marks without stressing out anybody. =)

On monday morning, I sent it straight for binding. I asked the "ah sok" (uncle ^^) whether can bind by that day itself or not. He say can...but pay RM100. What??????!!!!! RM100 for one book???

I nearly fainted there but i kept cool. So expensive and not reasonable at all!!! I was about to scold that uncle but then I realized I better keep myself cool down cos i don't know whether can find else where to bind the documents. So, i said what if tomorrow. Then, he said, "Oh...that one need to pay RM80 per book." Wah lau eh...too much alredy!!! Then, continue he said, "If you can wait til 3rd day, then only RM30 per book." I tried to call my supervisor about it but he never picked up. -.-

Anyway, I got no other choice but to pick the last resort...wait for till wednesday. So, today later at 9am, im gonna go to SS15 to pick up my books and submit to my lecturer. I hope things will go well and I'm so happy to end my battle!

Then, I shall declare today as MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! WHoooohooooo....

After that, we gonna have farewell lunch with two of my classmates. They are going back to China for good. I guess it's hard for them to find a good job here because not many company willing to hire them because the company have to pay visa for them and for sure all sorts of immigration problems will arise. I just wanna wish that they will be successful in what ever they gonna do in the future. ^^

So many things running through my head now. What is my next target? Where am i gonna work? Will i ever get a good job with a well paid job? Shall i get a part-time job or pick up new skills?

I know i have a bright future ahead of me and I believe so not because of self-confidence, but I know God has a wonderful plan for me. I'm excited but yet nervous to know what is ahead of me. All I can do is to trust Him and make things around me better! =)

But for these few days, I'm gonna declare it's FIESTA TIME!!! Hahaha....

The list of "What am i gonna do"::

1. I shall learn to improve my dance
   
2. I shall yam cha most of the nitez
3. I want to find part-time job
4. I want to check out New pyramid!
5. I want to learn piano.
6. I want to learn cantonese.
7. I want to club with my frens.
8. I want to learn to swim ^^
9. I want to go Genting
10. I want to shop
11. I want to help aunty with new projects
12. I want to learn new songs
13. I want to improve my guitar skill
14. I want to play badminton
15. I want to hang out with all my frens
16. I want to go to Malacca for satay celup & portugues tart
    
17. I want to go to Seremban for "tong sui"
18. I want to go to 1U to find a nice purse
19. I want to make my life more meaningful from now onwards
20. I want to make use what i have to help those who don't have it

This is my vision for now... i hope i can achieve each of them and never regrets doing it. ^^

My new Motto: I'll make sure i don't waste my time dreaming about it but achieving it.

Too Many Boyfriend?

Can I say that having too many boyfriend is adventurous thing to do? Hmm..well, for me was a cool thing to do. I got all the focus and attention that I wanted but yet I always ended up wanted to add the list. Haha...I didn't realized at that time I was playing with fire.

When I was holding on to a-year-relationship with my first bf was really tough and caused my emotion to fluctuate up and down easily. He was busy with his work since this year as he was promoted as Regional Manager in his company. So, I decided to add the total of my friends so that I wouldn't get too lonely anymore. I met many new friends and eventually I became very busy and had tight schedule of plans with all the friends that I met for the past two years.

One day, I started to meet with this new guy friend named Alex that I just added in my list and we met a couples of time after that. Suddenly, he was sharing with me about how many gfs he had before. Then, I became closed to him and a month after that we became a couple.

At that time, I thought i have made my happiness and I will no longer be alone like before. But, eventually Alex become very busy with his work as well. Then a week later, my another friend that I have known since last year asked me whether I'm willing to be his gf eventhough he don't mind to share with other guys.

That was my third bf for that particular time... =.=''''

I was thinking to myself, " Hey, this is too wonderful to be true because I'm gonna enjoy all the attention and love that I can get from all my three boyfriends. I was happy and I didn't know that it was temporary happiness that soon gonna be faded.

As all my three bfs was too busy to spend time with me, I feel unsatisfied and was planning to get another one more boyfriend. I have chat with this friend for a few months and he has a gf in Australia. We started to share about our unhappiness and frustration towards our relationships.

Then one day, he asked me whether I can be his gf just for a week. In my mind was saying, "Wow! Good deal. As long we both do not fall in love with each other, its a deal." He made this agreement because his gf from Australia was suppose to come down to Malaysia to meet him for the first time. He got frustrated when his gf have to cancel the flight from Aus - Mas at last minute because of emergency matters.

We went for bowling, lunch, dinner and swimming. It was great and wonderful time with him as he is a gentleman and has some good characters. We joked, we laugh and teased a lot each other eventhough in what ever situation. We were like a young couple that just started to date and fall in love of each other. We will smses each other daily and it creates a good feeling.

Today was suppose to be our last week of being bf-gf. We were reluctant but then we really cherished the time that we spent together.

Now, it's hard to let go because of all my boyfriends has their owns attraction and charms. Haiz, I wish never started it but God is teaching me a lesson.

Eventhough how many boyfriends I have, I will not satisfy with all of them. It is because I was too caught up to bring all the attention and focus unto me until I have forgotten what my vision is. I was self-centered and stubborn but yet God is gracious in all His ways.

God is teaching me to let Him fill me with His love and grace. Only His unconditional love can satisfy the hollow that's been in my heart all these while. Now i know God is the only Person in the whole earth that satisfy and meet my needs according to His richness and glory.

The Perfect Pitch I've Ever Heard!

After I watched this video, I realized how our Wonderful God created us and each of us has special talents and gifts. In Psalm 139 says, He has fearfully and wonderfully made us.

Imagine how God created us individually yet has BIG PLANS and PURPOSES for each of us. There are billions of human being that are alive on this earth yet they are individually love and care by our Lord Jesus. Enjoy this video!!